I work everyday, more than any of my musical peers. However, this apparently does nothing for me. I wont stop working because I know it will help me in the future, I know something good is going my way I just wish it would finally happen already. I feel worthless.
It feels good to be scared
When something is wrong in my relationship, such as one of us being angry or upset with the other, I constantly worry until the matter is either resolved or passes. I check my phone constantly for any communication with her, my eating dwells to little or none, and I become extremely nervous. Once I get in touch or meet with her any of these negative feelings just goes away. Imagine how an...